Waking up this morning was not like any other!! I wasn't thinking about how many pages i out to get done by 2pm, I wasn't thinking about which room shall i study in. For the first time, since April, my mind is free to rest, free of having to look at all these words and texts. I think my brain too wanted to celebrate and it kind of envied the rest of my body (cuz it saw that my hands move,my legs jump,my mouth screams) and it remains silent...So through blogging I'm giving it a chance to put down its thoughts (yet again my brain was teary cuz my hands had to transform its thoughts into words)...lol..and now my brain hates it when my mouth has a big smile about its weird thoughts.
Screaming was an option but then i was afraid we'll have all of Tripoli over for lunch. I came back from the exam(yesterday) and the first thing i did was ring the bell of my Aunt's house. I found my cousin and i did exactly the same thing you see above except i didn't have a hat, but a purse...she hugged me and told me that i shouldn't use "shmata" cuz she too has until Sunday and then shes done. lol. was i "atshamething"? I don't know! Ok yes. lol. It feels good when one is done, and I'm sure it feels 100 times better when one passes.
So with that, my mom just told me that later i have to go pick up her friend (who is visiting from UAE) and bring her here for lunch--I'm not driving my bro is--she has five girls mashallah. Last time i saw them was 6 years ago, and she had 2 girls then. So yay at least we have "an out of the routine" thing. YAY.
Tomorrow, Uncle S and his family are coming from UAE. Then 10 days later Uncle MO and his family are coming from UAE,Uncle M and his family are coming from Canada,and my cousin and her family are coming from Canada. So ..soon this place will be full of people,full of stories and full of kids....I'm looking forward to seeing everyone.