Gaza, i feel sorrow for what the innocent civilians are going through:(:(

It is 2009. It is been 2 weeks into this new year.

I have not really done much. I have watched more news than i can handle. I feel sorry for all the innocent civilians in Gaza. Feeling sorry isnt enough i know,what are the right words to say? None. Period. I cant say i know what they are going through beacuse what they are going through is more than the worest situation i have been put on. So who am i to say words like i understand?!!! I'm not in a position to say such words. I just dont qualify.

I pray for them and they are in my thoughts all the time. When it comes to food ;everytime i eat something i feel so guilty because they are straving while im sitting at the comfort of my home safe, & sound. My heart is torn everytime i think about the suffering of the innocent civilians in Gaza . I feel guilty for carrying a normal routine, but Allah -God- knows too well how i feel deep inside. I do not feel happy at all. I cannot stop watching the news, hoping that maybe maybe there will be some breaking news about thing becoming better over there.

I read a diary for a Gazan named Mohammed Ali, describing the situation over there, and how horrific what they are going through, how everynight when he heads to sleep he says to his wife, good night my lover, see you in heavan....his words echo on my mind, and has been echoing all day today. I wish for the innocent civilians of Gaza to have peace, to have a normal life like everyone else in this planet. I say to Mohammed Ali, that even though we are living worlds apart but our hearts are torn about the situation in Gaza. Yes you, your family, and every Gazan deserve to have a normal-safe-secure life like everyone else. Keep your hope alife and i hope you earn the British council's scholarship - Keep Mohammed Ali's hope alife British Council, give him a chance to have a peace of mind, and the walk around the park he longed for.

Every human has the right to live in saftey and security. I shall blog again about me, but not right now, as this entry is devoted to the innocent civilians in Gaza.

Sympathy,my parents,road exam,a mini mall in Tripoli

My deepest Sympathy
-To my dear blogger Ibee, im very sorry for your loss. I must say, that your mother seems like a wonderful person. I'm glad your relationship with her is great. I ask you to be pateint through this tough time. Take good care of yourself and be there for your family. I know im late but i havent had a chance to browse around the blogs, and i just did so today. So please accept my deepest sympaties. Hugs.-
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Missing my parents
Ramadan is close to being over...
Things have been going alright at my end...though i miss my parents sooooo badly. So far no chance of them coming the first two days of Eid and that is making me soooooo upset. I cant stand spending Eid without my parents. I remember last time when dad was away no one bothered to wake me up in the morning and i missed all the morning fun:(:( plus when my parents arent around i cant feel the joy of Eid. I hope that somehow a mircal happens and that they get two seats and come...i really really miss them and everytime i remember they wont be here for Eid i feel sooooo saddddd.
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Passing the Drivers Road Test
I did my drivers exam and passed on the 6th of September. Now i have to take my papers to get my license, and im waiting for my friend to announce the day shes going to take her papers so we could go together. I'm glad this step is done and over with-the exam step. My plan now is to go on training again to get used to roads and the car. That i'll start doing as soon as i get my license in my hand.
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Eid Shopping
I really hate shopping. I have only gone out shopping 3 times ( twice with my cousins, and once with my aunt) and i was only able to get a blouse. The thing is i have decided that i wont be going to shop again anytime soon. My mom will be sending me an outfit from abroad for the first day of Eid. The second day of Eid i got a nice blouse from my shopping trips. The rest of my shopping my sister will do for me. I really cant stand going out and shopping. I dont like the crowd, and i found nothing worth going out for. Oh i must mention that a mini-mall opened in Libya. Called Al Mahari Mall. And it even has paryer areas for ladies/men. It has H&M, United Colours, nafnaf, Sanayra, Al Khaye7', Traeesh for shoes & bags...umm what else?!!Grocries and Sweets, Al shajara food court, Chicken Cottage food court, umm i know i havent mentioned everything but it is a good step toward improving the shopping experience. So lets see what becomes of this mall.

Thats about the latest. Talk to you all laters.

Ramadan Mubarak, France, Fadan, and my CPU

Ramadan Kareem Everyone>

Lots has been going on since my last post>

I got to go to France for a simi family vacation. I said simi cuz it was only my brother, me and my two youngest siblings> It was a very very nice vacation. I got to go to Disneyland, Le Leouvre Muesum, Shanza-lazi street (sp?), passed by the Effiel Tower, and i ended my Trip at Nice. A city most famous for its awesome weather. I found it lots different than Paris. Paris has such an unexpected weather, so in one day four seasons occur. Overall i had such an awesome time. I'm glad that after i lost hope of a vacation that one knocked at my door:D

More news: I had my fadan upon my return from France. For those who dont know what a fadan is, it is an all men's dinner where the engagment announcment is made. Yes its official Happymoi is engaged to an awesome guy :D:D The thing is i have been engaged " word" kind of thing since May,2007. But didnt want to post it up until the fadan and now that it has taken place i decided its about time that i make a mention of such an important-joyous- event>

I still have to do my drivers licnese. The thing is i was supposed to do it the week i left for France. And i chose France over the test as i knew i can always do it> plus i was so in need of that time off> as for my school papers the plan is to start here until i get myself organized and could go abroad - lets hope things work out inshallah>

I'm sorry for my absence, but it has been busy and on top of all that my CPU has gotten messed up so i cant use our PC at home and for some reason my sis's laptop wont connect to the net. Well that is about it for now.

Hope all is well at your end.

Thank you all for your Ramadan wishes> same back to you.

More later.

I need a good university abroad- help me

omg omg omg

i'm soooooooo angry at how slow everything is, it takes a century to figure out what papers you need, then 2-3 centuries to figure out how to get them, then a life time to get them, i have been running after my papers ever since i recieved my results....and life is been soooooooooooooo busy, yet so little has been accomplised, to the point that my vacation was canceled:(:( no vacation for me this summer or so it seems:(:(

i completed all the papers i need to register at the Lawyers undertraning office-Alhamdullah,
compeleted my papers to apply for masters degree,
i still have to do my TA papers,
my drivers license-road test soon inshallah,
i have to go to my cousin's house, she had her first baby (a boy) after about 8 years of waiting, mashallah,
i also have to go to my uncle's house,cuz his wife has a surgery,
i have to go to uni to get another official copy of my law degree,
i have to start searching for good law schools abroad to do an LL.M any ideas??please please help me>
my plan is: im going to start doing my masters here, while working -under traning at a law office, then if all my papers were ready and circumstances were right im gona stop everything here and go do my masters abroad, if not, then will continue here> so its just to be on the save side that im gonna start here> I need good uni names preferably in the US but wouldnt mind just let me know if any of you know anything>
the weather is sooooooooo hot in here, it makes me doesnt wanna leave the house, how will i ever surive Ramadan if i had to leave the house, in the mention of Ramadan-- wish you all have a happpppppppppppy Ramadan.
Sorry im writing all over the placeeeeeeeee, but just wanted to spell it out! been thinking tooooooooo much....sigh! ed3uli.

Done Law School- its time for the word: MABROOK

I want to share with all of you my joy and my family's joy.

I'm done law schoollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll:) It is such a happy time for me, and for my family.

My brother is now away (UK) for his grad ceremenoy as well. SO for the family its times TWO:D:D

I'm so thrilled and over joyed>>>>

My only wish is that my friends who didnt pass will pass during the door-tani so we could celebrate together. Right now, i can only hold family zardaz, as my party wont be complete unless my friends were happy along with me. Pray for them.

My desired destination is.............

My name is Happymoi,
and i need a vacationnnnnnnnnnnnnnn(*)

I want to go to Egypt so badly. It is my desired destination right now.
You might wonder, have i ever been there? and why i want to go so badly?
yes, i have been there twice, once i was a sixth grader and it was a tranist stop (stayed for a night or two). Another time was in 2005 (for 3 days) for my friend's wedding.
The year 2008 inshallah would be my third inshallah inshallah..
i really have to go for my very very very close friend's wedding. I was supposed to go there this summer and stay for two months(july et aug), then all of a sudden plans changed,without my consent:(:(
Now all i want is to go for a 3-4 days(see im sacrficing here). All i want to do is attend the wedding.
I know i would be so sad if i didnt go. Its my very very very (billion very) close friend. I need company, i cant go alone.
I asked my bro to take the trip with me. I tried telling him: you will get to be at the wedding bro, you are invited too...i told him that we could leave after work on wednesday so he wont lose the day..it would only be thursday off work, friday is the libyan weekend, and saturday he could take off work or we could go back on friday..all i want is to be there on Thursday...am i asking for too much?!! (just two days off work max) i even offored compensation as soon as i start working lol...now if my very nice brother said yes, i'd have to talk to my parents and get their yes too, dad would say: im too busy to tag along if you convince someone to go with you-i.e ur bro i dont mind! or so i think his words would be....
if my bro said no i'd be soooo disappointed and i'd have to try convincing dad to go with me...i'd say: dad only for 3 days plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
after that it would be my sis...im going to try every possible way, cuz i really really really really want to go...
Just needed to let that out.
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i'm still waiting for my results, my friend said they are expected today,, so here im waiting and thinking about Egypt, and how nice it would be if i end up going...I miss my friend. Havent seen her since 2005...

P.S tried to load a pic but it aint working..a symbol of Egypt==Pyrmids:D

Worried/ Scared

I'm putting my life on hold for the time being.

I'm waiting for my results. I'm worried beyoned belief. I know i worry 100% of time if not 200%.

But this time, along with being worried, im scared.

I just hope things work out in the end. I dont know how long i can wait.

Ed3oli- Pray for me.

Will be back soon