Monday, August 18, 2008

I need a good university abroad- help me

omg omg omg

i'm soooooooo angry at how slow everything is, it takes a century to figure out what papers you need, then 2-3 centuries to figure out how to get them, then a life time to get them, i have been running after my papers ever since i recieved my results....and life is been soooooooooooooo busy, yet so little has been accomplised, to the point that my vacation was canceled:(:( no vacation for me this summer or so it seems:(:(

i completed all the papers i need to register at the Lawyers undertraning office-Alhamdullah,
compeleted my papers to apply for masters degree,
i still have to do my TA papers,
my drivers license-road test soon inshallah,
i have to go to my cousin's house, she had her first baby (a boy) after about 8 years of waiting, mashallah,
i also have to go to my uncle's house,cuz his wife has a surgery,
i have to go to uni to get another official copy of my law degree,
i have to start searching for good law schools abroad to do an LL.M any ideas??please please help me>
my plan is: im going to start doing my masters here, while working -under traning at a law office, then if all my papers were ready and circumstances were right im gona stop everything here and go do my masters abroad, if not, then will continue here> so its just to be on the save side that im gonna start here> I need good uni names preferably in the US but wouldnt mind just let me know if any of you know anything>
the weather is sooooooooo hot in here, it makes me doesnt wanna leave the house, how will i ever surive Ramadan if i had to leave the house, in the mention of Ramadan-- wish you all have a happpppppppppppy Ramadan.
Sorry im writing all over the placeeeeeeeee, but just wanted to spell it out! been thinking tooooooooo much....sigh! ed3uli.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Done Law School- its time for the word: MABROOK

I want to share with all of you my joy and my family's joy.

I'm done law schoollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll:) It is such a happy time for me, and for my family.

My brother is now away (UK) for his grad ceremenoy as well. SO for the family its times TWO:D:D

I'm so thrilled and over joyed>>>>

My only wish is that my friends who didnt pass will pass during the door-tani so we could celebrate together. Right now, i can only hold family zardaz, as my party wont be complete unless my friends were happy along with me. Pray for them.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

My desired destination is.............

My name is Happymoi,
and i need a vacationnnnnnnnnnnnnnn(*)

I want to go to Egypt so badly. It is my desired destination right now.
You might wonder, have i ever been there? and why i want to go so badly?
yes, i have been there twice, once i was a sixth grader and it was a tranist stop (stayed for a night or two). Another time was in 2005 (for 3 days) for my friend's wedding.
The year 2008 inshallah would be my third inshallah inshallah..
i really have to go for my very very very close friend's wedding. I was supposed to go there this summer and stay for two months(july et aug), then all of a sudden plans changed,without my consent:(:(
Now all i want is to go for a 3-4 days(see im sacrficing here). All i want to do is attend the wedding.
I know i would be so sad if i didnt go. Its my very very very (billion very) close friend. I need company, i cant go alone.
I asked my bro to take the trip with me. I tried telling him: you will get to be at the wedding bro, you are invited too...i told him that we could leave after work on wednesday so he wont lose the day..it would only be thursday off work, friday is the libyan weekend, and saturday he could take off work or we could go back on friday..all i want is to be there on Thursday...am i asking for too much?!! (just two days off work max) i even offored compensation as soon as i start working lol...now if my very nice brother said yes, i'd have to talk to my parents and get their yes too, dad would say: im too busy to tag along if you convince someone to go with you-i.e ur bro i dont mind! or so i think his words would be....
if my bro said no i'd be soooo disappointed and i'd have to try convincing dad to go with me...i'd say: dad only for 3 days plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
after that it would be my sis...im going to try every possible way, cuz i really really really really want to go...
Just needed to let that out.
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i'm still waiting for my results, my friend said they are expected today,, so here im waiting and thinking about Egypt, and how nice it would be if i end up going...I miss my friend. Havent seen her since 2005...

P.S tried to load a pic but it aint working..a symbol of Egypt==Pyrmids:D

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Worried/ Scared

I'm putting my life on hold for the time being.

I'm waiting for my results. I'm worried beyoned belief. I know i worry 100% of time if not 200%.

But this time, along with being worried, im scared.

I just hope things work out in the end. I dont know how long i can wait.

Ed3oli- Pray for me.

Will be back soon

Monday, May 19, 2008

Urgent : Happymoi found after BLOG COMA:P

I havent been away from my blog this long before!! I know that!!
I dont know if it was writters block or im not blogging on purpose!! I can't say i dont have time, what i can say is that i havent made time to set and blog.

I have been doing well. Life is been going well for me. Right now, is that stressful time of the year....im six days away from my first final exam....its my last year of law school and no matter how much i say im stressed im downplaying it!!

I have two sides within me: one saying dont worry!!! the other saying : you have every reason to worry...and im ...closer to the latter!!

I have finals from May25th until June15. I really cant wait until its 3:30pm June15. That would be a day to remember!!!

I just wanted to say that im alife and well, although stressed but doing fine!! I have been reading some of your blogs ...and i miss you all tons! will be back inshallah soon!

P.S: Akak: Thank you for your endless support and ever lasting barakat pills =D

Excuse me: Off topic yet MAIN AND SUPER SIGNIFICANT!
Mabroooooooooooooooooooooooook
i got a phone call from the UK ...It was my dear brother...He got 81% on his graduation project worth 30 credits...Im so proud of him! We are all so proud of him! He has finals so make duaa for him...and dont forget to include me in too!

Saturday, March 29, 2008

What a day =D

Yesterday i had a wonderful day....
It all started with me noticing my phone flashing..it was around 7am..i opened my eyes and found FA was calling me.
FA: Alooooooo
Me:zzzzzzz *aloooo* zzzzzzzzzz
FA: Wake up we are going
Me: Huh?
FA: Didnt you wanna go
Me: (mentally) "dont wake up dont wake up dont wake up"
I ignored my mental msg and got ready in a flash, i found my cousins(dad's side of the family) were all waiting with their beakfast baskets, i asked my sis to grab money *which we didnt use* with her and we all headed to our farm. The weather was nice in the morning, there was abit of a breeze, but we had an amazing time. Sitting by the pool, and around the green grass was soooooo refreshing, i really wished the weather was warm enough for me to jump in the pool...at around 11am we headed home all cheery and happy...my day didnt end there, i got home tried to sleep abit, couldnt so i thought i'll get myself ready for the evening, i skipped lunch cuz i was full from breakfast and prepared myself to head out, since my exams were over i decided to catch up with my two cousins from mom's side of the family......and boy we had lots to catch up on....
i asked dad to drive me and my sis to my aunt's place and i found my two cousins waiting for our arrival...we sat together talked, laughed and stuffed ourself with food(cakes,chips,chocolate cookies,Kustard &Jelloo,Juice,Chocolates of asorted varities and cappacinoo and the list goes on)...i was telling my cousin when her dad brought us Mo'men that she shouldnt have fed us all the above stuff..cuz i was too full for my crispy chicken sandwich and decided to share one with my cousin since we were all so stuffed....it was a gr8 day alhamdullah...we ended the day by dad/mom picking us up...and stopping at a grocey store in the way...i reached home so exahusted but still managed to go online and chat with my friends...then i had my much needed peaceful sleep...i was hoping i'd go on a breakfast picnic today too, but as they say not every day is a picnic =D
*Hope you all are having a great time*

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I can sleep for a week *sigh*

Today, i wrote my last midterm. What a relief it is to be done. I can sleep for a week! I havent had a peaceful sleep since exams started, so now is my time to do so, at least until i get my grades,then the "being worried" cycle will return and my prep for finals will be underway! I really hate thinking about grades. I'm so afriad of not being top student, and that fear has accompanied me since i started law school and this year its even more so...It is just that i have been top student for 3 years now *mashallah*, and i would hate to lose it at the end so that why im stressing out. I feel no one understands me...most students talk about passing, and for me passing isnt enough, i wish it was satisfactory for me but no it isnt...if my grade isnt up to the standered i would be in a bad mood, sad and all...and all the time i ask myself why cant i be like everyone else and just chill....if you see me walking you would think i dont give a damn about school cuz of my super outgoing persona and no nerdy look... but if you are around me around exam times oh boy you would think i have nothing else in my life but exams....i feel so bitter and beaten when i dont do well,, the thing is my parents arent demanding, but im very demanding of myself... why do you think this is so?!!!! i fail to understand!!
I was hoping i would travel, but things didnt work as planned! My parents are traveling on Sunday and leaving me behind:(:(:( ......yallah inshallah yemsho wa ejoo besalama (L) ...ed3oli, it is my last year and i really dont want to mess up! i miss you all so much! akak-your barakat pills are much needed:P